As I was reading my past past past entries,
I realised I haven been emo lately.
hahahaha

I used to be like
oh this that this that
!@#$%^&* away but yeah now I don't
like WOW!
and that was like what a year, 2 years ago?
I can't handle stress.

Now, I THINK i can. i hope i can


Can I be blunt? Honest? and True here?
I'm saying this here coz I don't have the guts
yes I don't have the guts to say this to you face to face

Didn't we promise that we'd still be close?
Didn't we say we won't drift apart?
Is it just me? Am I the only one feeling that things are just so different now?
I don't know. Maybe it's just me. But I didn't see why I used to be able to everytime find you, but you can't.
Why I must be the one to take initiative?
Up til the point where we drifted apart.
Is it the circumstances, people, who pull us apart?
Or is it just coz we never bothered to even find each other?
Simple things like hey would you like to go eat?
up til the point that it didnt even matter if i was there you'd just leave for lunch on your own.
Am I that invincible?

Ok. first emo post then. Didn't plan it but I guess it came out. after reading all my previous entries.

I dont know if you'll be pissed.
Don't know if it'll piss you off
just wanted to let it out
coz yes I don't have the guts to say it to you
coz i don't know why but it just feels different now
not coz i want people to know
people alr know, alr ask why, what happ, how.
coz yes it's that obvious.

i know 080808
suppose to be a lucky day
ok
im lucky
i have friends who care for me, help me out in my times of need. Thank you iqah. I really really appreciate what you did and said. =)
i have a bf who loves me and cares so much about me.. thank you. i love you alot.
stupid fat cats who just make me feel better when i reach home.
and somehow or another, the past, for giving me my future. or something like that from what's that movie called. hahaha something about past that gave you your future. oh whatever.

im gg watch cartoons then slp.
Catch issue 21 is finally done
i'm tired
i love our mag! =D