aft 2 panadols
finally getting 8 hours of slp,
i woke up to an empty house, a phonecall and rushed myself to the hospital.

I spent 12 hours
12 bloody hours at ttsh
and from 9am to bloody 2pm, inside those 12hours, i was waiting and waiting and waiting for dr after dr, test after test. sooo annoying
its not me so i cant complain much
and oh so fabulous, being around ill ppl made me sicker. -.-

i have never felt so guilty for taking leave from sch
its not even for my own purpose and not that i had a choice
haiz

haiz
i dont know why ive been feeling so cranky so moody so pms this 2 weeks. its annoying
its irritating i know and my sweet bf has been taking most of the effects from all that annoying-ness and irritating-ness. i'm sorry. truly.
i hate myself sometimes.
thank you for putting up with me. i appreciate it alot. love.

im gg slp my moodiness off. and head back to the hospital at night.

goodbye euro. goodbye spain.

why do bad things always come with the good?
why do tears always come after laughter?
why does sadness always come after happiness?

p/s i don like you. open your eyes bigger nxt time