sugar, spice, and everything nice ♡

i feel myself falling all over again

falling head down a hill

and i'm aware of it

i know i have people who love me

and i feel really grateful for all their support and love

thank you charlene, habez, ila, matt for being there for me..

yesterday was jalan raya day and abnn day

abnn day also can go jln raya. final day to jln raya

so weird.

azhar drove us in a hired van

u suck at driving.

lol. kidding.

well, here're the pictures...

so many things have happened...

so many things running through my mind

how can you still affect me after all this time i dont know

maybe i'm not over you as i thought i was

and maybe i'm not as immune to you like i thought i was

and maybe i havent fully let u go yet

and maybe i still love you

emotional turmoil.

whatever i felt yesterday was all real

and i still can't believe i felt that way

and wanted what i wanted...

i don't want to regret again

i don't want to feel pain again

i don't want my heart to be broken again because of empty promises

i'm sorry for the times i've hurt you

and sorry for all the times i shed those tears

i don't know what's on your mind

i don't want to be a replacement for someone else

finally, we had our long talk and cleared everything between us

and im glad that i've said what i wanted to for a very long time...

don't know what will happen now..

wait and see how it'll go

maybe it's just a phase

maybe it will pass

but i do know one thing

im gg to have to apologize to someone

and i went to the national museum two days ago

damn fun

thought it would be damn boring though

lol

and cam whored damn alot..

this is the picture i like best

hehehehe like movie poster

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