evesdroppers never hear anything good about themselves
my day just got from bad to worst

mom wanted me to accompany her to weddings but i was too tired from projects to go and i really am sick mom
spent 2 days finishing up PR report and finally its done. yay
i wanna put exclamation mark but my silly cat is sleeping on my laptop SO NOW I CANT TYPE ANYTHING OVER A. AND NOW HE SLEPT ON THE CAPS SO NOW IM BLOGGING IN CAPS... -.-

WHY DO PEOPLE ALWAYS THINK THAT THEY OWN A BRAND?

pause my cat changed position so now i can type normally..


wtheck must u be a surfer or a beach person to use volcom? no. i have a friend who loves the brand
must you be a sports person or a hip-hop fan to use adidas sports gear and "respect me"? no. i have friends who don even run or do sports and they carry adidas

so what is the deal? i know i shouldn't care because heck i know im not a poser
something cathes my eye, and i buy it.

memories of the past keep returning coz of current events
pls don let me be disappointed again
i know i have no right to be
and i know i shouldnt be
but i don want to regret again
u're not the only one who's not emotionally stable at the moment
im not as well
i haven had a decent sleep havent had a non-tearful day since u came back into my life

but maybe we're not fated to be together
maybe u're missing me for reasons that arent right
and maybe im missing u for the wrong reasons as well
but why cant we go one day without arguing?
why can u give someone else so much of urself but never to me?
why am i expecting so much of something i know wont turn out good?
i need to know where this will lead before i take the next step forward or back
im sorry for pressuring you but i have the right to be
you hurt me so much more than u know
and i don want to hurt anymore

someone please pull me back onto my feet.
lend me your shoulders to cry on again
and engulf me in a big hug and assure me that things will be alright