Thanks darling for being there for me when I needed you

Met fad today
and good timing
coz i was feeling cranky, pissed and moody
and of course her craziness cheered me up

it's funny sometimes how dreams can be
sometimes you can remember them
most of the times you can't

you can dream of simple things like your friends, family, lover
then again, you can dream of the weirdest and most random dreams like
your school getting invaded by an alien octopus
and then seeing dried squid dangling around

i've become a cynic and a pessimist of late
i realised no matter how many good or bad things you've done when you were just a kid,
you won't remember them or the details much
but when you're matured and older, you'll keep the memories better

and i think it's only human
that you often remember the bad memories instead of the good
or maybe it's just me
i told you i've become pessimistic
no matter how many or how little good memories there are
when something bad happens, and it happens often,
you'll always remember the bad things

i know i can do better than you
after all the lies that you've made me believe
i hope you feel as much guilt as i have over the years

i told myself i should move on and just forget
but i always remember
what it felt like with you

i won't miss all the good times we've had
and the way we were
because i know i deserve much better than you

thanks darling for listening and sharing
i know you'll always be there for me... and vice versa =)

i'm starting to feel the pressure of icas from the tip of my toes to the roots of my hair
how well or badly i will do depends so much on this last academic semester
3 examnable modules
thank god
but still as scary
coz i freaking don get some of the lecturers
and it's only like the 2nd week of school
i feel unmotivated to do anything but slack, cranky, irritated and moody
i hate this time of month
feel like a duck with a big belly,
my mood changes as quick and often as how paris hilton spends her money
no link at all but i cant think of anything
uuuuurrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm sooooo sorry im procrastinating im so sorry for being soooo unmotivated to do my projects
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiz

holidays please come quickly
i wanna go on holiday!!
ILA!! IQAH!!! WHERE ARE WE GOING?!?