BOO HOOOO
i miss playing the clarinet!!!!! watching la corda d oro has reminded me of my secondary school days when i was in aicb playing the clarinet. i was quite good ok. well good enough to be the sectional leader.

i miss running rounds because of punishments or just running to improve my breathing, i miss cleaning my instrument after every band practise, playing with my section, looking through new scores, the excitement of having new instruments for the band, new scores, the fast beating of my heart whenever we're on stage to perform,
the cam whoring before and after every performance, the excitement of meeting new people and friends during music exchanges in different schools like fairfield methodist, woodgrove, EVERYTHING!!!!

now, im thinking whether i should buy myself a clarinet to practise again, or continue where i left off for violin and piano. haiz... i think music is the only thing im good at. im not gd at sports, dancing, nor am i smart.

when i was working as the receptionist, someone dropped off a buffet crampon clarinet case. OMG i was sooo shocked, memories came and went. i was sooooo tempted to run my fingers through the case (ok that sounds just sick but whatever) and open the case to look at the inside. haiiiiiiz........ =((

the last memory i had was 2005's syf. playing folklore and tales of the sea. or something like that.
i remember crying adn tearing and being so stressed because i couldnt seem to get my duet with penny right. and being disappointed that we couldnt get the gold and crying coz i was sad when i had to leave the section and promising that i'll be back to help. but never did. haiz.. disappointing. =((

the best days of my secondary school was in that small band room, along the corridors of the school, playing my clarinet.

look at the beauty of it
the silver keys, black wood, the pure, sweet, melodious sound it makes
ok i sound crazy but, whatever
i wanna attend a concert.... a good concert. so i can listen to the sounds of an orchestra again.
know most of you probably dont know what the heck im talking abt but. yeah.

piano? violin? clarinet. well all requires money which im short of at the moment.
A Buffet Crampon RC Bb Clarinet already costs up to $3000+ , a violin at least $800, an a piano, at least $5000!!!
haiz... someone gv me money. =)) or lemme strike 4D. craziness i don gamble. =S