Monday, July 16, 2007
It is a great joy knowing u made someone laugh n smile. playing with kids makes u happy i guess. i laughed the most i had for the past months. truly laughed with the little angel-devil just now. too bad i cant do that for my friends. its always the other way round. them making me laugh and smile.where're you? =(
i hate myself for not taking proper care. =( i wonder if she's had anything to eat for the past 2 days. what if she's hurt, hungry, or worst, dies? i'd feel guilty for killing my own pet for the rest of my life. maybe im atoning for my sins by being sick now. retribution. urggh... hate hate hate myself. =S
please god let her come home safely =(
feeling the weight of projects on my head now. wonder why sometimes im blessed with blessed group members who don do their work. =S nvm. shall not complain.
p.s.: im sorry....
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