Saturday, May 26, 2007
what am i doing awake at 415? =si am going to be soo freaking tired later.
my eye bags are alr the size of baby carrots
what a way too describe them.
am i the bad guy here? why do you make me sound as if i am?don't you know you're not making the situation easier? i made a huge mistake. starting smtg i shouldn't have. how was i to know it will end like this.? if i knew tt, i wouldn't have started it. DAMN IT. someone help me. please tell me im not in the wrong. why do you always make me feel so guilty?
so many things on my mind now. u know that. yet you're making things difficult for me. im going out of my mind. its a nightmare! annd i want to wake up NOW and make it all go away!!1
I AM IN A FREAKING NIGHTMARE!!!!!!!!!!!! pls let this nightmare be over over over!
i do not want to end up hating you but i fear that i will.
4:14:00 am