i am emotionally, physically, mentally DRAINED
haiz..
everyone else's lives seem to be going well but mine
why???

my twinny is trying to give me some advice
but i dont think im up to following it
coz i just dont feel like putting anymore effort into anything
yes
i am that drained,
that tired.

i just need one thing to go right in my life
i dont care what
just one, then i'll be right on track again.
heck, maybe more than one.

i need a long break from this exhausting running
lately, my mind, my body, keeps running and running non stop except for when im sleeping
haiz... dunno if anyone understands what im saying
i need a long break, a long rest to recover form my hectic life.

no wonder all those rich folks have houses in the suburban areas.
where there's more peace

sometimes i wish i was a filthy rich daughter.
then i can just fly myself in a private jet to some island, book a room
and just laze around. even if its for the weekend.
or just spend money aimlessly to pamper myself.

twinny is telling me about the movie hitch
haiz.. life's not like the movies twinny.
its not reality even though we wish it was so.

twinny's telling me its not reality but the lessons in it are true.
=S whatever that means la. haiz...
if everyone's lives were as simple as a movie,
wouldn't it be much more simpler?
wtf am i talking abt?