Sunday, March 04, 2007
i feel like shit
my stomach hurts like super super hell today
dont know why
danced at SMU again today
syncro because im a man.
i think beter ba.
but everyone must remember minor details, musicality, sharpness, EXPRESSION, steps.
everything basically
7 more days le
half way through dance my stomach cannot take it already
so i sat down awhile
then continued dancing
everyone was tired, irritated, everything
as the competition draws near
took video of our first dance
second time only used my dvd camcorder
lol
thanks to my friends for showing concern
maybe its just me
but i feel that im not in the wrong
why must you treat me until like this?
why, without knowing the full details, you'rea already judging
why must people say one thing but do another
why must you pretend?
WHY WHY WHY
so many questions runing through my head.
so many emotions, feelings, thoughts running through my head
i wish i was with eileen, regina, sabby at hougang
enjoying myself
forgetting my problems
I FEEL LIKE SHIT
but after telling charlene my probs,
i feel better
thanks gal. =)
aft dance went to starbucks at PS to chill
played some weird acting with ah wai dubbing in hokkien, weird lang, mandarin, etc
lmao
damn dmn funny
first time aft so long laugh until stomach pain
hahaha
i feel humiliated
i am confused
i dont know what to do now
i hate this kind of feeling
im torn between choices
between those i care abt
i was tired wanted to sleep
but all i can think of now is this
i want someone to lean on
can my knight come and save me soon?
i want someone's hug to reassure me that everything's going to be alright
can you be there for me pls?
can you make me smile again?
my stomach hurts like super super hell today
dont know why
danced at SMU again today
syncro because im a man.
i think beter ba.
but everyone must remember minor details, musicality, sharpness, EXPRESSION, steps.
everything basically
7 more days le
half way through dance my stomach cannot take it already
so i sat down awhile
then continued dancing
everyone was tired, irritated, everything
as the competition draws near
took video of our first dance
second time only used my dvd camcorder
lol
thanks to my friends for showing concern
maybe its just me
but i feel that im not in the wrong
why must you treat me until like this?
why, without knowing the full details, you'rea already judging
why must people say one thing but do another
why must you pretend?
WHY WHY WHY
so many questions runing through my head.
so many emotions, feelings, thoughts running through my head
i wish i was with eileen, regina, sabby at hougang
enjoying myself
forgetting my problems
I FEEL LIKE SHIT
but after telling charlene my probs,
i feel better
thanks gal. =)
aft dance went to starbucks at PS to chill
played some weird acting with ah wai dubbing in hokkien, weird lang, mandarin, etc
lmao
damn dmn funny
first time aft so long laugh until stomach pain
hahaha
i feel humiliated
i am confused
i dont know what to do now
i hate this kind of feeling
im torn between choices
between those i care abt
i was tired wanted to sleep
but all i can think of now is this
i want someone to lean on
can my knight come and save me soon?
i want someone's hug to reassure me that everything's going to be alright
can you be there for me pls?
can you make me smile again?
ok i should stop self pitying myself
and stop crying
and cheer up!!!
and cheer up!!!
SMILE!!!!!!!!!! =D
12:24:00 am