the school year is about to end.
haiz... as time flies,
bonds form, break, tighten, loosen.
i guess it's all up to us and fate on what happens to these bonds.


there are always times when we look back at old photographs
or old msgs and remember those past times.
i wonder what has happened.
if i could turn back time, would i change anything?

maybe just one
i'd msg or call my bestie more often
i miss you gal
even though i just saw you last weekend
dont you just wish that you could live up to everyone's expectations?
haiz...
i wish i could be as everyone wants me to be
then i wouldn't hurt so many people

i wish for so many things that can never happen
i thought i'd get over it
but i don't
haiz.. so emo.

i feel like going to the beach,
watch a sunrise or sunset
or just sit and look across the sea
and just let my sorrows, worries fly with the wind
and be washed away by the tide.

if only it were that easy

someone called me "quite fierce"
as in, in handling my problem
but i dont think so

i think im just wearing a mask
that shelters my true feelings, thoughts
i hate it when anyone sees me cry
its embarrassing
but i always do that.
if i could, i'd cry only in my room
away from any prying eyes.

should i just forget it?