sugar, spice, and everything nice ♡

me, my family.

im tired, my stomach's in pain and my heart is beating so fast that i fear it would gve me a heart attack!!!

went to hospital again just now for my surgery.

well, it wasn't a major surgery.

had to fast from 12mn til its done

reached early at about 9+

then waited for awhile

could only go in the operating theatre at like 1015.
i couldn't take a picture of my patient band even if i wanted to coz my phone wasnt with me

lol

the nurse sprayed some icky bitter stuff into my mouth to numb it

then injected me with that anesthetic ermm sedation stuff to put me to sleep

haha so pain but aft tt already i cannot remember coz didnt realze that i dozed off.

aft i woke up, it was over! wah! hahaha

then the nurse came and got me off the bed to drink and eat something

milo and biscuit. =S

i was still dizzy and swaying when i walked la. hahaha

couldnt think and see clearly.

then super embarrassing thing happ

like i said, the anesthesia haven't worn off so still abit dizzy

then i think i fell asleep or something

the milo in my hand spilled over my robe

hahahhaa walao ey! embarrassing.

then i like just sit there and never do anything like tt

in a daze. cannot make myself think and move

then this grl another patient sudd got tissues for me

i look at her blur blur and thank you

then i wipe wipe.

aft tt called the nurse and told her

she was like, "oh it's ok come i'll bring you to the toilet to wash off. you're still dizzy ah?"

then i "mmm" only

walao. i walk already like some drunken person.

hahaha.

then sat down back.

the nurse called my mother to come in finally.

hahaha

she say i was inside for so long.

her's wasn't that long.

my mommy had undergone the same thing as me too.

haha.

like mother like daughter.

oh well.

since it wasn't a major surgery, nurse said i could be discharged

but must rest at home.

but i wanted to go study

so after eating at the kopitiam at the hospital,

mommy sent me to sch b4 she went to work.

studied at the library with shaf and sabrina til 530
then went for dance.

but couldnt dance coz not allowed to exercise

so i just watch them dance

then i cannot tahan already my body

so i asked mommy to fetch me

stomach still pain.

pain, pain, go away

dont come again another day

i want to dance and play

pain pain go away.

haiz.. still must go see dr nxt wk.
til then.

thank you charlene, shafina, sabrina, wei keat and the rest for caring. =)

hmmm blogging helps to cool my heart.

now it isn't so hot and frustrated already. good.

so pissed ok just now.

IRRITATING!!!!!!! AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGHH!!!!

well, life is too short to stay mad at anyone.

sometimes, you just have to forgive and forget.

sometimes, you just want to have a fresh start
but it's not easy having a fresh start while forgetting the past

and it takes someone with a big heart to forgive easily
but some people have difficulty doing that

me? i'm just going to blog abt my day whenever im angry

so i'll cool my heart

no more getting stressed

no more crying[hahahaha as if]

no more stuffing myself with food.

i cant concentrate on studies when im home

i'll feel sleepy

tempted to blog

tempted to chat

tempted to turn on the tv.

tempted to read etc.

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