Sunday, July 05, 2009
i'm at fad's house now.i think i haven been here for very long
my best friend is leaving in 5 days for queensland australia and the next time i see her will be in november. so sad
no more shopping together
watching movies
late night suppers
and msging and calling to complain and tell her my problems.
bored looking at old secondary school pictures make me cringe and like get embarrassed at the clothes i wore and hairstyles i had. eew
hahhahaa
ill miss her
5:59:00 pm
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Monday, June 15, 2009
I had that dream againfor awhile i was content to just forget and not remember
then the dream
anw
my dad broke the car windshield. -.- he says he wasnt speeding but i think he was.
Those big monster trucks that carry sand, yeah a pebble flew and hit the windshield.
Of course for it to create such an impact my dad musta been travelling quite fast
yesterday's singapore arts festival closing ceremony saw an array of fireworks, smoke lots lots smoke and lotsa lotsa ppl
first time every carpark around my block is full haha
niwaes, i really really want to believe that everything is ok
but somehow its quite impossible
really does no one say what they really mean or do what they really mean?
you're no longer a kid, no longer a young teenager.
wake up and see the wrinkles forming.
charlene or ila if you're reading this, msg me please.
9:47:00 am
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Sunday, May 24, 2009
sometimes i wonder what sort of friendships ppl have if they bitch about each other behind their backsi don actually care who reads this because well, this is where i can express my feelings and emotions freely. what i feel and what i think.
2:36:00 pm
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Friday, May 08, 2009
this is gg to be an entry of holidays... :)FAD BABE! holiday bali or krabi?


i need to save money from my job at SAS to pay for sch fees and to go on holiday...
today i realised smtg...
that i wont regret saying good bye, even though i hate saying it
when you say good bye
you make sure u have good memories to tie u in for the future
sort of like a photo album
like a friend once said
"oh and i believe friends come and go but some of this people you're just very lucky to have met."
the laughter and tears, I'll carry with me in my own photo album
the 3 years of poly, have passed by so fast
in two weeks, my graduation day is coming
my mom is excited and asking if she can bring alot of people.
of course so i won be embarrassed i said no. 2 only.
and i can't believe it's over. 3 years...
wow
i've enjoyed every single minute of my life in poly.
seriously.
now, another photo album is being made.
whatever happens in the future, i'll always have this photo album of my 3 years with my poly friends.
im slacking but i love it
but i also know im 20 its time to get serious
i want to and need to get my degree
specialization? journalism/marketing
9:05:00 pm
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Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Happy 20th to Mr. Eoin Ee Wei Hao!may your year be filled with happiness
went out with iqah just now
walked and searched the whole 10minutes of bencoolen street/link for sae
and realised it was well there. haha
nearer to dhoby ghaut
and walked to orchard road aft tt
god i havent walked that far in a long time
it felt good
i'm feeling sappy
i know sometimes its too much to ask but would it hurt to wish for things to remain the same?
that it don't change with time?
my friend sailed away today. coming back in 6 mths
bon voyage if you read this. stay healthy and dont get h1n1! have fun take lotsa nice pictures!
i envy his journey. travelling.
my best friends is gg to aussie in like 2 mths for 2 years! GOD! what would i do in boring ol yishun at night when im bored? who can i complain to or run to when i'm feeling sad?
:( fad, you're the only person i lay my heart out when im upset and the only one who knows my heart and me well that there are things i dont need to say but u understand.
i sound so lesbian. haha. but then. this is the perfect best opportunity for you! :D love you lots babe! like all the other times, im gg to get a new bff jewellrey hahahaha god so secondary sch! haha
i want to go on a holiday. my mom wants to go to KL. =s eew. haha
lemme take a look at websites
but now so unhealthy to be flying
hai
12:00:00 am
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