Sunday, May 24, 2009
sometimes i wonder what sort of friendships ppl have if they bitch about each other behind their backsi don actually care who reads this because well, this is where i can express my feelings and emotions freely. what i feel and what i think.
2:36:00 pm
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Friday, May 08, 2009
this is gg to be an entry of holidays... :)FAD BABE! holiday bali or krabi?


i need to save money from my job at SAS to pay for sch fees and to go on holiday...
today i realised smtg...
that i wont regret saying good bye, even though i hate saying it
when you say good bye
you make sure u have good memories to tie u in for the future
sort of like a photo album
like a friend once said
"oh and i believe friends come and go but some of this people you're just very lucky to have met."
the laughter and tears, I'll carry with me in my own photo album
the 3 years of poly, have passed by so fast
in two weeks, my graduation day is coming
my mom is excited and asking if she can bring alot of people.
of course so i won be embarrassed i said no. 2 only.
and i can't believe it's over. 3 years...
wow
i've enjoyed every single minute of my life in poly.
seriously.
now, another photo album is being made.
whatever happens in the future, i'll always have this photo album of my 3 years with my poly friends.
im slacking but i love it
but i also know im 20 its time to get serious
i want to and need to get my degree
specialization? journalism/marketing
9:05:00 pm
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Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Happy 20th to Mr. Eoin Ee Wei Hao!may your year be filled with happiness
went out with iqah just now
walked and searched the whole 10minutes of bencoolen street/link for sae
and realised it was well there. haha
nearer to dhoby ghaut
and walked to orchard road aft tt
god i havent walked that far in a long time
it felt good
i'm feeling sappy
i know sometimes its too much to ask but would it hurt to wish for things to remain the same?
that it don't change with time?
my friend sailed away today. coming back in 6 mths
bon voyage if you read this. stay healthy and dont get h1n1! have fun take lotsa nice pictures!
i envy his journey. travelling.
my best friends is gg to aussie in like 2 mths for 2 years! GOD! what would i do in boring ol yishun at night when im bored? who can i complain to or run to when i'm feeling sad?
:( fad, you're the only person i lay my heart out when im upset and the only one who knows my heart and me well that there are things i dont need to say but u understand.
i sound so lesbian. haha. but then. this is the perfect best opportunity for you! :D love you lots babe! like all the other times, im gg to get a new bff jewellrey hahahaha god so secondary sch! haha
i want to go on a holiday. my mom wants to go to KL. =s eew. haha
lemme take a look at websites
but now so unhealthy to be flying
hai
12:00:00 am
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Saturday, May 02, 2009
Have I said before I'm tired of trying to please everyone? Frankly it's disappointing when you're the only one trying the only one making the effort to salvage it. And after all that, to hear the cheek certain people have to lay the blame at your feet without knowing the details. Even I dont know the details but I chose to overlook them and thought what we had meant more than that to simply throw away. Why am I always the one taking the first step to text or call?
Maybe to you it's my fault we became like this but what are you doing to help? So it's your fault for not trying. If there was smtg wrong why didn't u tell me? I thought we were friends.
Haven't I told u all this before when I thought we were drifting apart? What happ after tt?
All I ever received when I text or call is a let's meet up soon but ntg comes out of it. And the fcking cheek of certain ppl to try and initiate tt.
Knn u think my world revolves around u? There are ppl around me who obviously care more abt me and make the effort.
From now on, I don gv two shits how we are. I sincerely regret it came to this but thank you for all the wonderful memories you've given me.
8:16:00 am
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