It's barely friday and even now
i cant honestly say tgif
because ive been working every sat n sunday
and yes this sat n sun
yes i love my job
but im tired
i miss my friends

honestly, i dont envy ppl who have exams
but i envy ppl who have a free time at work
im such a workaholic
i bring work home
check my work mail even when im out on a shoot
check my email at home

oh dont get me wrong
i honestly really love my work n the people there
they're fun crazy n friendly people who i can talk joke laugh and work with

to make myself happy
i buy books and read
my bookcase is getting rather crowded

i feel bitchy, moody crappy and my snap is sharper n deadlier than a crocodiles
im so sorry matthew you had to be on the receiving line of all this

my most happiest and crazy and embarrassing days
no doubt the most memorable
was actually in sec 2
i miss my 2e5 times
i'd reach sch super early coz my mom sends me to sch
the class chairman and me would be the first to arrive
because half the class are band members we're all pretty close
because we had nothing to do the 4 of us namely
me, wen nan, iman and fatin were so crazy about band that we'd march, hentak kaki, sing band songs dance to that thing you do and whatsthatsongtitle which i cant remember and blah blah blah.
we were the crazy 4 who ended up being the band majorette, deputy band major, drum major and me the secretary the receiving end of all these crazy 3 when they feel like ranting at someone
from left to right
tan wen nan(dbm), fatin suhaila(band majorette), muhammad iman(drum major), me, aiman(treasurer)
i LOVE THOSE DAYS
and people would think we're siao early morning do this kinda shit
but i loved it
i was looking through all my old letters n pictures and i cried re-reading all the graduating letters tt was given from all of them. yes i still keep them. all of them. from the small card tt iman gave me during the bands first concert to cheer me on, to the note by daniel yau our temp conductor which i hated at first, to all the thank u cards made with effort by all of them...
the first concert tix, letter aft letters of thank yous and i'll miss working with yous....


im babbling. honestly, i think in 5 more years if i read any letter frm poly n look through pics on a day like this, id cry too and think tt ill miss all of my friends...