sugar, spice, and everything nice ♡

i received a teacher's day present from my fav students! LOL

i don care what u think
i know its just a tupperware
so?
its the thought that counts
and I was honestly touched that they wanted to give me one

and it doesnt matter that they didnt know how to spell my name and wrote
to:
english teacher (Girl) on it.

because it mattered more that they gave me one without even knowing my name. =D

im so sappy.
LOL

no pictures
coz well lazy. blogger has been a bitch when uploading photos. so i shall not upload.

exactly 5 more days of TEP. dreading dreading dreading.

5:59:00 pm
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I will miss my kumon kids when I leave for attachment. =(
The two tai tais wei ying n zhi ying, (above n bottom)

The Goh brothers Sean and Leroy. I still think Leroy is cuter coz he's so blur and has 2 dimples! =D even though he never lets go of his bag as if got gold. LOL

This is my korean student Kim sheong soon. her bro is kim kyung jun. everytime i call out their names it makes me feel like watching korean dramas. LOL

And this is.. henrich. matthew's fav student who he loves to rub the belly one. i snapped this photo just in time when he put down the chair. it makes him look like ninja turtle don u think. HAHAHA

and i recently went on holiday. to bali. =D
NAH just kidding. this was taken at airport. hahahahaha

but uber cool right the hut.

we travelled to all the terminals coz forgot where popeye's was.
in the end found it at t1. LOL

i have to post this up.

matthew: why the breast so big ah
matthew: ey the breast very white right?

he's actually talking about breast meat ok dont think dirty.
we both ordered breast meat. hahaha. super big and tender
i think better than kfc!
crispy juicy skin and tender super nice and clean white flesh. =D

my favourite pict. i think taken by huda's cam. =D inside sky train. lol

immitating huda and anjana. hahaha! guess who's who. hahahaha

the hut looks sooooo bali-ish. hahaha

10:01:00 am
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LONG OVERDUE PICTURES FROM BLUE JAZ
let's get together yeah yeah yeah

The messy table, the long, japan high school like walkway

the rooms

the lousy computers

the aircon

the pantry

the people

see everyone's cup inside?

im going to miss tep

really

when i start work

and my friends arent around to kill my boredom

or to go out to lunch

or to come to sch with

Yes yes i know hari raya not here yet

but we were play acting for iqah's prod grp.

the one in white is our uncle and aunt

the second pic sitting on the chairs are our parents

who are we?

we're siblings

shafina iqah iffah. =D

hahahahaha

10:05:00 am
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I finally finally know what the worse day of your life feels like

On Monday,
I took MC coz for 8 days, i've been having back aches
there were 10 children, babies before me
waited for exactly an hour

went to jurong before that coz if you havent alr know
my laptop dropped and the whole screen inside cracked.
so yes it was also on mon early early morning
so yes. retarded

went to jurong so freaking far
took bus to acer
queued for another 45 mins coz there were sooo many bloody people
finally my turn
person said $350! THREE HUNDRED AND FIFTY FREAKING DOLLARS!!!
hai
where the hell am I going to get that money?
Rob a bank?
Steal?
Use credit card? Ok that was what I wanted to do
coz i really love my laptop
it has 160gb of space, 1gb ram, AAAALLLLLL my stuff and yeah u get it
then called my mom to confirm she nvr pick up
left acer
board bus.

THEEEEEEN my mom calls and says dont repair too expensive take back
so yes! after reaching jurong interchange, i turned back
with no money left in my ezlink, used my remaining 80CENTS
to board the bus BACK to acer
queued again and got back my laptop

THEEEEN
decided to cab since i had to money to bus back
NO BLOODY CAB WOULD STOP
sooo
what to do? WALK
WALK
WALK!!!!!! to jurong MRT.
DO YOU KNOW HOW FAR IT IS FROM INDUSTRIAL PARK TO JURONG MRT???
IN THE FREAKING HOT HOT SUN AND HEAVY BAG?

THEEEEN
THE BEST THING
I HATE MURPHY'S LAW
YOU KNOW?:
WHAT CAN GO WRONG WILL GO WRONG

MY FREAKING HP DECIDED TO DIE ON ME
NO CONNECTIONS TO ANYONE
MESSAGE BARRED
NO OUTGOING CALLS
I WAS PRACTICALLY LOST
LOST LOST LOST

sooo being me of course
i cried ALLL the way to jurong mrt
half an hour walk.

heat stroke, headache, sweaty, hot, no connections, no msg, no money no nothing
felt like a loser and yeah stupid

so finally i reached mrt and board train
no seats
best until cck then got seat.

hai

THAT is what the worse day of my life felt like
on top of that.
double Bs
no not my cup size
my grades for stopover 1 and 2
hai

then of course the best
my mom tells me today her friend cannot repair must send back to acer coz its the inside of the screen

wow!!!
back to acer!
WOW! (i'm being sarcastic)

7:51:00 pm
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As I was reading my past past past entries,
I realised I haven been emo lately.
hahahaha

I used to be like
oh this that this that
!@#$%^&* away but yeah now I don't
like WOW!
and that was like what a year, 2 years ago?
I can't handle stress.

Now, I THINK i can. i hope i can

Can I be blunt? Honest? and True here?
I'm saying this here coz I don't have the guts
yes I don't have the guts to say this to you face to face

Didn't we promise that we'd still be close?
Didn't we say we won't drift apart?
Is it just me? Am I the only one feeling that things are just so different now?
I don't know. Maybe it's just me. But I didn't see why I used to be able to everytime find you, but you can't.
Why I must be the one to take initiative?
Up til the point where we drifted apart.
Is it the circumstances, people, who pull us apart?
Or is it just coz we never bothered to even find each other?
Simple things like hey would you like to go eat?
up til the point that it didnt even matter if i was there you'd just leave for lunch on your own.
Am I that invincible?

Ok. first emo post then. Didn't plan it but I guess it came out. after reading all my previous entries.

I dont know if you'll be pissed.
Don't know if it'll piss you off
just wanted to let it out
coz yes I don't have the guts to say it to you
coz i don't know why but it just feels different now
not coz i want people to know
people alr know, alr ask why, what happ, how.
coz yes it's that obvious.

i know 080808
suppose to be a lucky day
ok
im lucky
i have friends who care for me, help me out in my times of need. Thank you iqah. I really really appreciate what you did and said. =)
i have a bf who loves me and cares so much about me.. thank you. i love you alot.
stupid fat cats who just make me feel better when i reach home.
and somehow or another, the past, for giving me my future. or something like that from what's that movie called. hahaha something about past that gave you your future. oh whatever.

im gg watch cartoons then slp.
Catch issue 21 is finally done
i'm tired
i love our mag! =D

10:31:00 pm
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i hate tep

i love tep

i hate tep because:

i have to go to sch everyday

everyday is 830-530

everyday is work to do

drifting away from ppl

i love tep:
no exams

no studying

more time with friends

make new friends

realise more things (dunno good or bad)

went to arab street with friends yest

in alphabetical order

anjana, cindy, huda, iqah, leonard, matthew, syazni

went abit hyper all of us

talked, ate, camwhored 372 pictures worth!, talked again

quite boring ;) nah... enlightening, enriching, exciting. LOL

went to blue jaz cafe today with charlene n ila

been awhile since we talked so long

again picts up another day

Nice FOOD

DELICIOUS FOOD

cannot finish

but got lizards alot. LOL

11:36:00 pm
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This is my life story! miao
I was found my fabulous owner now under the blk
She fed me and made me fat
and gave me a place to sleep and eat and run around!

Jackie: Who are you??? miao

Me: Hello nice to meet you! let's shake hands! miao

Jackie: Oi. Who is this bugger who sleeps on my bed? miao

Me: Look at me look at me! I can roll around! miao

Jackie: So? I'm bored....
Me: LOok LOook
Jackie: I'm Sleepy shall sleep now..

Me: Ok so will I.. miaoMe: Hold my hand ok?
Jackie: *snores*

After a few hours

Jackie: Let's wait and see who shall open the door.. miao...

hahahaha ok retarded i know but yeah. They're just so bloody cute..

9:49:00 pm
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