Monday, January 28, 2008
ok im suppose to be studying but my cat is sleeping on my book and i don have the heart to wake him up. instead im reading blogs and found this entry by shahida-zaf's friend
well of course it's too much to expect from any guy, the bf is no exception, even though he makes me happy and i'm the luckiest girl on earth to have him (i bet almost every attached grl would argue with me on that) but its nice to wonder
When she walks away from you mad [Follow her ]
When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and don’t let go ]
When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet [ Ask her what’s wrong ]
When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]
When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared [ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you [ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret [ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes [ don’t look away until she does ]
When she misses you [ she's hurting inside ] tt's why i miss u even when i just met u
When you break her heart [ the pain never really goes away ] tt's why women hold grudges
When she says its over [ she still wants you to be hers ] tt's why women say things they don mean in anger
When she repost this bulletin [ she wants you to read it ] -
Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. -
When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go -
When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her - because 10 yrs later she'll remember you -
Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her -
Call her before you sleep and after you wake up -
Treat her like she's all that matters to you. -
Tease her and let her tease you back. -
Stay up all night with her when she's sick. -
Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid. -
Give her the world. -
Let her wear your clothes. -
When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. -
Let her know she's important. -
Kiss her in the pouring rain. -
When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
what if you're the one she's crying about, "kick your own ass"
when i'm feeling sad at home, i wear ur jacket and hug myself
when i'm feeling scared, you let me hold on and grab ur shirt
well of course it's too much to expect from any guy, the bf is no exception, even though he makes me happy and i'm the luckiest girl on earth to have him (i bet almost every attached grl would argue with me on that) but its nice to wonder
When she walks away from you mad [Follow her ]
When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and don’t let go ]
When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet [ Ask her what’s wrong ]
When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]
When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared [ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you [ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret [ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes [ don’t look away until she does ]
When she misses you [ she's hurting inside ] tt's why i miss u even when i just met u
When you break her heart [ the pain never really goes away ] tt's why women hold grudges
When she says its over [ she still wants you to be hers ] tt's why women say things they don mean in anger
When she repost this bulletin [ she wants you to read it ] -
Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. -
When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go -
When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her - because 10 yrs later she'll remember you -
Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her -
Call her before you sleep and after you wake up -
Treat her like she's all that matters to you. -
Tease her and let her tease you back. -
Stay up all night with her when she's sick. -
Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid. -
Give her the world. -
Let her wear your clothes. -
When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. -
Let her know she's important. -
Kiss her in the pouring rain. -
When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
what if you're the one she's crying about, "kick your own ass"
when i'm feeling sad at home, i wear ur jacket and hug myself
when i'm feeling scared, you let me hold on and grab ur shirt
when i'm walking home alone, you'd accompany me on the phone
when i miss you, you'd go out to meet me or surprise me
when i lost my cat, you helped me look for it
when i was being bullied by the ex, you let me cry on your shoulders
when i pull away, you'd just link our hands again
when i lost my cat, you helped me look for it
when i was being bullied by the ex, you let me cry on your shoulders
when i pull away, you'd just link our hands again
when i cry on your shoulders, you'd tickle me, pout and make me smile
even when i don't say, you can always tell when something's wrong
thank you bf for making me so happy even though i don think i've ever made you happy
why can't we just be happy and not argue?
"Hate That I Love You"(feat. Ne-Yo)
even when i don't say, you can always tell when something's wrong
thank you bf for making me so happy even though i don think i've ever made you happy
why can't we just be happy and not argue?
"Hate That I Love You"(feat. Ne-Yo)
[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)
[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let meY
ou upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did
[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong
[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you
[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)
[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh
[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right
[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so
[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...
stupid emo song that keeps replaying inside my head. =)
1:43:00 pm
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Sunday, January 27, 2008
YAY YAY YAY!!!SCHOOL'S OUT! =D=D=D=D=D
NO MORE LESSONS!
NO MORE PRESENTATIONS!
NO MORE EXAMS!! in a week's time. =p
it didnt occur to me til the end of IP presentation tt shcool's over
last presentation of the year turned out alright i guess
ive started work.
at kumon in tpy. did i mention tt before?
worked for 3 days alr
its nice
my boss is nice
the kids there are devils in disguise =) cute devils though
and my colleagues are ok i guess
happy monthsary
we saw 2 pathetic swans at a swan lake
saw spiders and chipmunks and tortoise
i don like arguing with you
pathetic attempts at multi shots. i look fugly btw
this reminds me of those booth pictures
yay! camwhoring kings n queensand of course a day out won b a day out until smtg weird happens
like finding a piece of string n tying to your sandals
and getting new pairs
=D
i wanna start on golden compass
its calling me frm my table
saying,
"read me read me read me, iffah"
i don have the mood to study
i just want to enjoy already
i don want to study
i hate studying
tts why i didnt go to jc!
=((
i want a camera!!!
=(
oh wells now i can look forward to my paycheck =)
1:13:00 am
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Friday, January 18, 2008
Yesterday will always be thereThat day will always hang around our heads
if not yours, then just mine
maybe today wont be like this if it wasn't for yesterdays
I'm sorry I misunderstood you
Sorry we're both to stubborn to do anything
Sorry that there are people who just want to add salt to the wound
sorry i have friends who just want to stir trouble i dislike ppl exaggerating abt me and saying things that aren't true
sorry i doubted you
sorry i embarrassed you
sorry i hurt anyone
sorry i let pride get in the way of making things better sooner
sorry I'm causing you trouble
i'm sorry to you too sara for taking it out on you
forgive me for being so stupid
i couldn't stop it when the rain fell and accompanied me
i couldn't stop it when people were surrounding me
nor can i stop it now with the quietness around me
i just cant take it anymore that's why im blogging
dont think that im letting the whole world see
i just don feel like turning to other ppl for comfort
somehow i don think i can put them out of my mind
sorry that i'm like that
5:50:00 am
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Thursday, January 17, 2008
I AM DONE WITH IMC!!YES AH!!!
WOOOHOOO
2 DAYS OF SLEEPLESS NIGHTS ARE TAKING THEIR TOLL ON ME
OK SO I HAD A FEW CATNAPS HERE N THERE BUT OVERALL I DIDN'T SLEEP
I'm sorry Charlene, Ila, Iqah and Matt if I threw my temper at you. IMC SUCKS! sorry..
I'm SO SO SO tired!
and why am i stil in sch you ask? slacking with ppl who do last minute work =p
gg to nap
nights
12:54:00 pm
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008
i actually wanted to blog about nice thingsbut when i opened up this post
i lost the motivation
because i need to do work
haiz
i so want holidays to come like now
i can't wait til the 5th of feb!
ADVERT
anyone free on the 22nd of Jan, Tueday between 1-3?
i need talents to help in my ICA multicam production
just to act as an interviewer and interviewees
pls? =((
oh see... icas have made me beg
another sleepover again today with ila, charlene and iqah for imc
sometimes you really wonder... does hard work pay off?
the last ica sucked
ep sucks
shall not elaborate
put too much faith in ppl and they disappoint you
well last ica for ep coming up
STUPID woman
still, the roller coaster is not nearly over
there're exams to study for
haaaaaiiiiiiiz
im sooooooooooo glad i not in JC
will blog happy stuff when the weekends come
baby where is this road taking us to?
10:04:00 am
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Sunday, January 13, 2008
The holidays are coming! in 3 weeks! =)can't wait for it...
anyone seen mamon?
i lost my mamon!! =(
it dropped off my phone coz the claps broke!
depresseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed!
MAMOOOOOOON!!!!!!
nvm the bf bought me a new mamon to replace it..
a big fat rosy cheeked MAMON! =D
but i still want my hp mamon!!! =((
maybe only IMM has it... =(
ate korean food at this korean restaurant the other day
had bimibap and korean tea which tasted like black coffee!
well ok la... noooot bad.
the bf ate beef la mian coz he was having stomach probs frm rotten siu mai. =p
look! it looks sooo nice like those u take picts of for menus! hahaha
and this is what it looks like mixed. so fugly...
had nyp open house frm thurs til sat.
tiring basically
this year i didnt perform with FB
coz i haven been attending
performed for MS open house booth with fong, shaf and two other MS Y1s
i know i havent been attending
don care if you believe me or not
i've been slumped, bombarded, crashed with projects, deadlines, prototypes
i haven been sleeping OR sleeping well
i keep waking up every few hours coz of projects
i can't stay awake some nights and i'll end up waking up again and again coz i keep thinking i have to rush deadlines
1am- sleep
2a- wakes up, haiz... project... do abit and falls asleep
3am-
WOKE UP OMG shit i need to do proj... falls back asleep after awhile
5am- wake up AGAIN shit! DIE! PROJ! falls back asleep after awhile
7am- DIE! GOT SCHOOL!!! HAVEN FINISH WORK!!!
thus the no. of hours i sleep are equivalent to 1-2 hours. =)
best!
HOLIDAYS! FASTER COME!!!
have.... lets see...
after chong's ica done!
IMC first presentation done
STUPID EP report done
I WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER DO NUMBERS AGAIN
NUMBERS SUCK
BALANCING BALANCE SHEET SUCKS
EP ICA 3 JUST FCUKING SUCKS
COZ PPL GO MIA AND DON BOTHER THINKING ABT SCH!
PR report & presentation
IMC report & presentation
IP presentation
EP presentation
IMC, PR, CHONG EXAMS!!!!!!!!!! on 1st-5th february!!
12:08:00 am
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Saturday, January 05, 2008
as long as exams aren't donethis school year will continue being a nightmare for me
and my mommy will have to buy me dozens of packs of this
aiya i forgot to rotate it. nvm... -.-
my saviour
my lifeline
my knight and shining armour
what would i do without you
oh nescafe nescafe!
wherefor arthou nescafe!
i don care if the spelling's even correct
i haven read literature since i was in sec 2.
it's amazing what poly life has done to me
dark circles
eye bags
fluctuating weight
haagen daz mini tubs
and ben & jerry's
and calbee's hot & spicy
and the junk in my cupboard n fridge. -.-
does anyone wanna buy my pink psp slim?
so i can buy this? 
http://cgi.ebay.com.sg/New-PSP-Slim-Lite-Deep-Red-Special-Offer-320_W0QQitemZ160195402007QQihZ006QQcategoryZ91514QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem#ebayphotohosting
chicken mcnugget why did they have to come up with a red one? stupid.
if they'd come up with a yellow one [oh wait they have, simpsons edition]
or a green one...
i wouldn't be this tempted. pfft
i'm suppose to do ep, pr
but im looking at psp games,
reading trent, ohnotheydidn't, psp game reviews, camera reviews coz i need a new one... -.-
i have a new bf.
he's so soft, cuddly, listens so very very well to me, doesn't argue, big brown eyes, pink cheeks,
cute butt
his name is mamon, the tortoise. =D
should i get this?
or this?
but i'm so tempted by this
and this
sony cybershot, casio exilim, canon powershot or ixus, panasonic lumix
i need a new camera..
anyone wanna get me one? =p
coz my stupid camera. is spoilt. and it cost $2fcuking hundred and 70 to repair it.
-.-
stupiiiiiiiiid
5:49:00 pm
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Friday, January 04, 2008
i should start on my dramas and anime soonbah!
did chong and johnny presentation yesterday
didn't sleep again the night before
this is going to become a habit. no sleeping thing. damn it. another johnny presentation up 2 weeks from now and entre presentation.
to hell with grp members who don hand in work
what's the use of saying you'll do it, can you hand in late, when you don't even send it in the end. fcuking rubbish can! i don care.
NOT gg to put in ur name in the report. fcuking bitch.
p.s: have you ever watched this show called slap her she's french?
I should watch korena dramas soon
I need a good laugh, romance story and a good cry all in one day
im feeling stressed
exams are around the corner.
i need cash!
10:29:00 pm
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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
finished watching a shot at love with tila tequila
she is damn hot
and a bisexual
and i think the show has made me bi!
LOL
she is damn hot
and a bisexual
and i think the show has made me bi!
LOL
tila's asian! vietnamese born in singapore. cooooool
i luurrrve love love brandi!
she is sooo hot and sexy and damn cool! love love
hahahha
you should start watching
coz it will probably NEVER be aired in singapore.
the show has the most *beeeeeeps* i have ever heard in all my years watching tv
e.g.:
you *beep* *beep* you can just go *beep* yourself you *beep* *beep* *beep* *beep*
LOL
damn hilarious and addictive than any other reality show
ok besides the amount of cursing singapore probably has to sensor
it also has some intimate scenes of tila kissing other women
and there're lesbians and butches
the lesbians dman freaking don look like lesbians pls
maybe that's why thye're lipstick lesbians
4:04:00 am
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