oh so the day started with breakfast at McD
then we headed off to the zoo
and the first animals we saw, were monkeys..
i think singapore zoo loves monkeys
monkeys were everywhere

i don't know why you took so many pictures of babboons
they're so disgusting with their red asses
especially males and females in heat, they're asses become redder and BIGGER to let other males and females know. -________- did you know that?
and it was damn disgusting
looked like baked brains that got squashed into their asses. -.-

ok enough about babboons...
yest was also inuka the polar bear's bday...
he was sooo big and furry and DAMN cute
i love polar bears
they had this big ice cake with carrots and whipped cream
there were two, one for each polar bear inuka and sheba.
and the big bday bullied the small sheba and ate all his whipped cream. LOL
poor sheeba

anyways... I LOVE CATS
white tigers, leopards, lions, jaguars and cheetahs!
they're so lazy
most of them were sleeping
the only big cats i saw awake were the white lions.
big fat lazy cats
just like mine at home
sleep all day, lazing around. LOL.

anyways the most cutest thing we saw, were of course PENGUINS!
they're dman damn cute , waddling around with their black tuxedos!
and swmming around and just standing there stoning or smtg. HAHAHA
we caught the animal show and they're just damn cute, hungry creatures... LOL

the next star we saw was pablo, the sea lion.
smart and mischevious and another glutton always asking for food. LOL
DAAAAAAAAAMN CUTE!

wanted to take the horse carriage but we were too late
damn it. another time. =))

i think we took more animal pictures than our picts LOL
finaly a picture of me

watched national treasure aft tt
i think i was damn tired i thought i'd fall asleep when it started.
but i didnt. and it was super super nice. =D love!

ok finally ate my own[not bought by other ppl] donut factories..
k baby bought for me la hahaha
we didnt queue we ate at novena square
k the pict only has 4 coz i forgot to take when there was still ermm alot. LOL
thank you! =)
second pict looks like big boobs! =))

ok i spoilt the day a lil coz its the stupid time of mth again and i felt moody and irritated at the end but thank you for putting up with it and making me laugh when i broke down. =))
love you lots.
xoxo sometimes i wish that time would stand still sometimes i wish that things were diff we always wish for the impossible only time will tell

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

As days past,
a month has gone by
thank you so much
for understanding me so well
time passes by so fast when you're having fun
for making me believe in love again
for making me able to trust again
i never thought anyone like you exists
where i can just really be myself

thank you for putting up with my tantrums, for being there and lending a shoulder, for picking me up when i fall, for giving in to me most of the time, for loving me so much

the little things that you do makes me fall even more with you, cheering me up when i'm sad, surprising me when im missing you, accompanying me through the night when i'm doing work and your concern for my happiness

your smile lights up my day, your pout puts a smile on my face and i can never be mad at you for too long.

happy monthsary baby.
love you
xoxo
see you soon

2:18:00 am
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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

had sentosa orientation on saturday

was really uber fun

went to all the sentosa owned attractions. FOR FREE!!!

carlsberg sky tower, merlion, fort siloso, images of singapore and watched songs of the sea! =))

view from merlion of sky tower

inside the lion's teeth

inside the sky tower

fort siloso

songs of the sea!!! beautiful pictureswell spent a looong night!
had sleepover with ila and charlene over
we had a perffect night together!
lol! k sounds wrong....
k i was the last to wke up... -.-

12:39:00 pm
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Sunday, December 16, 2007

I'm starring at the glass
In front of me
Is it half empty
If I ruined everything
You've given me
I know I've been selfish
I know I've been foolish
But look through that
And you will see
That I'll do better I know,
Baby I can do better

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight

Sometimes I stare at you
While you are sleeping
I listen to your breathing
Amazed how I Somehow
Managed to
Sweep you off of your feet girl
Your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted
What you do
But I can do better
I know, baby I can do better

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight

Don't you know
My heart is pumping hope
It's putting out the fight
I got this feeling
That everything’s alright
Don't you see
I'm not the only one for you
But your the only one for me


If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight

This song keeps replaying iside my head suddenly
i just felt better
Then i saw smtg that just made me feel worse again
haiz
ok i shouldn't be so sensitive
you suck for turning me into this

10:37:00 pm
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just saw this website which describes aries woman
usually i don believe coz basically what i read doesn't describe me at all!
but this one REALLY DOES!!!!!!! COOOOOOOLNESS!!!!
hahahaa

http://www.iloveindia.com/astrology/sun-signs/aries/woman.html

go see whether what they say abt u is true....

Romance is something that no Aries can live without and the same goes for an Aries woman also. However, for her, not getting on without romance is not same as not being able to live without a man. In her heart, she will always be yearning for that someone special, thinking about him in the monsoon and that will be her idea of romance. She doesn't need a real man for it. Aries female is the one who will do anything and everything herself, without needing any male help. One of her basic personality traits is total confidence in her abilities.

Don't dominate an Aries female and don't let her dominate you. Either of the extremes, she will not be able to tolerate. Give her reasons to be proud of you, but do not forget to praise her for her talent too. Her expectations are too high, but she will also give you double in return.

oopsss see? i have too high expectations. i know that... =s

She is very possessive and love is something she can never share. She can be very jealous even at the slightest of suspicion. In case you have a female secretary, it is better to bid her good bye right now. If an Aries girl gets hurt, she will become as cold as the ice in your fridge and this behavior may last an entire lifetime. She is generous to the faults of her loved ones and it is better not to criticize them in front of her. On the other hand, if you are good to her, she will be extremely kind, tender, loyal and supportive.

You will get plenty of reasons to be jealous when you are with an Aries female, since she is more comfortable with men than women. However, don't be suspicious of her, she would be really hurt. She is possessive, but she doesn't like to be possessed. She wants her freedom and your complete trust. Remember, if she's committed to you, you have no reasons to doubt her loyalty and sincerity. An Aries woman is much too truthful to be involved with two people at the same time. She will first break up the relationship that is not working.

ooops ok i knooow i easily get jealous and i don like to share ermmm my love hahaha
and ok fine i have a bad temper =p
but im generous!
see i lend ppl my stuff! =D

For her love means sharing and that means sharing everything, right from her emotions and checkbook to your bank account. Always respect an Aries woman and never try to dampen her zeal, or she will be hurt. Though she tries to show that she is very strong, she is as innocent and as vulnerable as a baby. Be there to comfort her when she runs up to you after being disappointed with the world. If you stand up to her when she comes to you like this, you will never ever lose her. An Aries female will never forgive you if you fail to fight for her.

hmmm...
hey! haha i don use up ppl's money looo.... LOL
i know i can depend on certain ppl to run to and cry if i need to.. =))
and to those who've i've cried on before coz im an emotional shit person...
THANK YOU!!!
you shoud feel honoured. i don run to cry on ppl often..
only those i cherish... =))

12:05:00 pm
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Saturday, December 15, 2007

this is the first time ive seen this view in yishun
didn't know such places with such views existed
it was a nice bright starry sky night
thank you for it =)
let's go star gazing one day


holidays are here!
2 weeks break
but onslaugt of projects will kill me
5 freaking projects due when sch reopens
plus one written multicam theory test
omg!!!!!!!
DIE!!!!!!!!!!!
=(

jingle bells jingle bells
so irritating
christmas is coming, i love christmas decos....
SO BRIGHT AND CHEER-IE and NICE!!!!
thank you so much for a wonderful day=))

even though tmr's not christmas and i was a good grl this year,
i was visited from 3 ghosts/angels
the ghost of christmas past

the ghost of christmas present

the ghost of christmas yet to be

i was enlightened and blah blah blah
hehe
you've shown me that my past doesn't matter
what matters is just the present, you and all those around me
and even though the future is blur, with you around, i know i'll always be laughing and smiling

1:24:00 am
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Saturday, December 08, 2007

i am so so so sorry fadila i couldn't make it yesterday
was really having food poisoning/diarrhoea yesterday
must be the noodles i ate at banquet the night before
i'm sooo soo sorry
i'll make it up to you.
PROMISE!!!!!

hold your head up high
and don't let what others think and say affect you so much
that's what i learnt
nvm
year ending in 2-3 more months
then attachment
freedom. =)

i miss sec sch
where everyone gets along relatively well with everyone
but oh well
life isn't all bright and cheerful
i use to be very trusting
until certain events happ
then i turned cynical
but only time will tell if the friends we have now will stick together after graduation
or will we drift apart

i need a job
badly
i wanna go on holiday with my friends
need to save money!!!
need to apply for practical lessons
damn it!

i'm sorry if i seem to ask for too much sometimes, but i love you honey nonetheless and though it may seem abit rocky now, i'll hold your hand like you've held mine and walk with you down this path because im falling more for you each day... xoxo

purple snow
see-saw love

12:46:00 pm
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Friday, December 07, 2007

bumpy roads
heavy rain

i feel cranky
im getting more cranky
i don know why
nothing seems right
i have enough sleep
i laugh
but i still feel like crying everytime im alone

am i suffering from depression or something?

i'm sorry for all the unhappines i seem to be causing
i don't know why
but i want things to get better

saraaaa i want pictureees

i have blackmail material of you
so treat me nicely

look how different almost everyone was in year 1 compared to now
some gained, others lost, some remained the same

10:39:00 am
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