came back from class chalet today at 1pm.
damn tired.
there were like 15+ ppl?
charlene, ila, sara, cindy, amanda, peiting, priscilla, gen, serene, leo, matt, eoin, kel, habez and me!
celebrated sara's b'day on the 2nd night.
her parents came with her bday cake, almond jelly and SUPER super delicious shortcakes with blueberry, cranberry, apricot and raisins.
didnt sleep at all during the first day.
reached there only went to go swimming coz the pool was right on our doorstep. lol
saw putra there. OMG la of all places.
aft tt was bbq. ate alot alot alot.
swam somemore.
went into the jacuzzi[however you spell the damn thing].
omg mentioning the damn jaccuzi now gives me goosebumps.
at night we played texas poker, blackjack, etc
went to downtown east mc to eat breakfast at 4am with matt, twinny, kel, eoin, sara, ila and charlene
otw, to downtown east, we saw frogs mating and swimming in and around the GOD DAMN FREAKING JACCUZZI.
YUCKS YUCKS YUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW
then slacked at mc til 6
walked back
wanted to watch sunrise but all of us sudd felt too lazy so we slacked and played bluff in the chalet.
the chalet's big and nice. hehe.
aloha loyang.
better then last year's at changi. i feel la.
then some of us who were still awake, me, eoin, kel, sara and matt went to walk at the beach.
aft tt went cycling. i finally know how to cycle! YAY!
thanks twinny for teaching me!!
otw back to the chalet, saw FREAKING LONG STRANDS of frog eggs inside the small thing near the jaccuzzi.
DAMN DISGUSTING LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then aft cycling for an hour plus, helped sara to cook lunch.
aft tt went to bathe.
slept at abt 4+pm for awhile only til like 6pm
then woke up, sang sang songs. lol.
then celebrated sara's bday when her sister and parents came.
ate spaghetti! YUMMY!
hehehe
actually suppose to go home tt night but then called daddy to ask whether can stay another night
then he say ok. so i stayed. yay!
at exactly 12mn, we rushed into the room where sara was in and shouted happy birthday damn loudly and sprayed the colour foamy thing on her.
lol.
then spent 10mins later taking it all out from her hair.
aft tt we nuah-ed in the room. 10ppl squeezing into 3 beds. one queen size, two singles.
hahaha.
then half way through telling ghost stories, sara, twinny, ila and i fell asleep.
hahaha.
the rest went to downtown east again. craziness.
woke up at 8am then went back to sleep.
suppose to check out at 945 but all of us woke up at 930.
hehehe
rushed to pack everything and clean up.
we all walked out to the bus stop coz didnt catch the shuttle bus.
then ate at white sands and went back
slept for 2-3 hours
and went for dance. -.-
damn damn damn tired.
so i dunno why im still blgging.
good night.
tmr still got reggae pract at SMU.
picts will be up soon. =)
10:50:00 pm
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today is MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!
legal age to: smoke, drink, watch m18 movies and get license.
im only doing the last few. hahaha.
first present was given by my bestie gal fadila.
=D
she came over to return hp and to gv me my bday gift.
went to dinner with 12 of my classmates to celebrate mine and my twinny, Leonard's
birthday.
He's born only 2 hours after me that's why he's my twinny.
went to suntec's siam kitchen.
i finally get to eat my TOM YAM SEAFOOD SOUP WITH RICE NOODLE!
YAY!!!!!!
at first ila and charlene didnt allow me to but after awhile then they relented.
hehehe.
the 12 people at siam kitchen
sara, aka camerawoman, came late. hehehe
so there was me, twinny, ila, charlene, sara, huda, kairena, syazni, cindy, habez, matthew, eoin.
there were many surprises at siam kitchen.
first was the brthday cake tt sudd came,[manager brought it to us]
a surprise from twinny n eoin i think since they went to "ta pian" quite long
lol
the next surprise was the cake on the face from SARA!!!!!
OMG in a restaurant nonetheless.
just abit but quite shocked also.
hahaha
guess what's my birthday wish?
then next wanted to smash twinny's face into the cake but was unsuccesful.
lol
aft tt went to the top to see the fountain of wealth. hehehe
took alot alot of nice pictures.
the guys as usual, damn random shots.
but they look nice. iqah joined us at te fountain of wealth. =D
aft alot of picture taking, went to eslpanade roof top terrace.
by then only 7 of us left. hehehe
took alot alot of pictures.
some super scandalous. hahahhahaa
nobody wanted to cab so we took the 11pm train back home.
hehehehe
then i thought the day was over but there was another surprise waiting for me at yishun mrt station.
CHARLENE!
hahaha.
I LOVE YOU GAL!
so sweet of her. hehehe
she went to surprise me to wish me happy birthday at midnight. hahaha
=DDD
so we waited under my blk til midnight, she wished me again.
then pei her to wait for cab.
thankiu for all the presents.
got a shirt and belt from fad
hp strap with super cute butterflies n erm bikini from ila n charlene
necklace and merci chocolate form matt, kairena, huda and syazni
butterfly earings from sara
a cute love spell figurine by habez n cindy
birthday cake.
my twinny got a super funny gift from ila n charlene
condom. LMAO.
overall. i love my bday! hehehe
8:53:00 am
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hahaha
tired.
fb chalet was fun.
hehehe.
slept over there.
compromised with mommy.
went sauna, swimming, bowling
the place not bad, just inaccessible only.
slept at 4+am haiz..
cramp on the bed with regina, a wai, mikail, vi, eileen n lastly aft a wai n vi left, sharon.
hahaha
bbq on 2nd day.
food was nice ba
lesner they all went geylang to buy durians for us.
still craving for it though.
hehehe.
yest came back from fb chalet at about 6+.
slept at 8+ til 11pm
then went online for awhile.
haiz.... in the end, slept at 3am. -.- still morning....
then woke up at 8am coz got girl's hip hop pract at 10
in the end, started at 1pm. -.-
shoudld've just overslept.
yay! i like our dance and song. =D
aft tt, i was damn tired already.
run from last night to reggae.
lol. cannot split myself into 2.
so must run from here to there.
no break. haiz. tired.
tmr still got pract at smu.
girl's hip hop n reggae.
run here n there again. =S
sorry just now didnt do much for reggae.
was damn tired by 8pm.
and hungry. hehehe
and i dunno what im doing online.
for picts, wait for eileen, vi n sharon to send me. =)
i took little picts with my cam. lazy. =S
10:56:00 pm
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haiz....
might not be able to stay for fb chalet.
my dad dont let.
coz got 2 chalet class n fb he say either you dont go or you go then come back.
wthell!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!
irritating!
spoil my mood.
sometimes i wish i wasnt an only child
people keep thinking only child always get what they want
well if that's true, i should be able to get what i want
but no.
my freedom is restricted.
irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finished watching initial D the movie.
i know im abit slow.
edison chen and jay chou so shuai.
but not as shuai as my wu zhun!

8:30:00 pm
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shall not talk about it already.
its not reality
1:47:00 am
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went to meet vi at 11 just now to accompany her
watch her baby's dragonboat race.
she is damn funny
walao ey
hahahahaha
first,
we hid behind trees coz she didnt want dengling to see her
then went to the jetty place there sit
and when it was nyp rowing past she hid her face behind the wooden railings
hahhahaasaw a cute RP guy beside us.
hehehehe
she tie her hair and wear sun glasses somemore
lol.
aft tt,
we wanted go niao niao so went to find toilet
then the nyp team right outside. so we faster sneak in toilet
then cannot go out coz they still outside.
ahahahaha wtheck
stay in there lik for 5-10mins
until this ang moh lady ask her,
"oh you're still hiding"
hahahahhaah
damn funny
then we went off.
at the bus stop waiting for bus 965
takke damn long.
then we saw him across the road at the stadium
hahahhaha
she go hide behind dustbin OMG la
hahahha
damn damn funny
den heng at tt point of time 965 came
so we quickly boarded the bus.
walao!!!!!
hahahahaha
funnyyy day
1:59:00 pm
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lol
first time i tried a skin that doesnt have a black background.
i guess those who really read my blog will know that whenever i change my blogskin sure will have black background or smtg.
now, i try something new. =)
my luck damn suey.
otw to sch just now,
saw him. OMG la.
haiz.. was so super shock
then i pretend i never see coz i duno whether he read it already no
so i just look out the door. wah...... sian.
never see him before in train
and of all days, today!
my heart beating damn fast la.
just now ISC performance, not bad ba
after tt they provided refreshments.wth.
food so not nice de
but i was super hungry so i ate everything. almost la.
hahahaha
then briefing for club crawl.
sharon n me are in charge of reggae. hahaha
YAY! JIA YOU GIRLS!!!
will be taking reggae classes to improve on techniques.
i'll be dancing in reggae, girl's hip hop, last night and mass dance.
next following weeks will be a damn damn damn busy week for me again
sian. haven fully recover got so many things le.
haiz..
i think i sure get sick again one.
=S
JIA YOU IFFAH!!!
aft tt went to town to walk walk.
evelyn, cass, sharon, lesner, wei keat, ryu and wai.
hahahaha
all of us so tired.
wai made us laugh so much with his "21 yr old wannabe"
lol
everytime im about to drink he made us laugh
oh yeah big jon and nic was there too. lol
almost squirted my milo out la. actually did spill out abit but didnt squirt out.
if not wai sure kana one. hahahaha
first time aft so long i laugh so hard. it felt great!!!!!
met eileen n sabrina aft tt
then walked to cine.
half way they decided to test which one looks more mature
so the guys went into house of condoms to see which one will kana check IC.
hahaha, in the end, non of them. diaoz...
saw dale otw to cine so he joined us
at cineleisure,
dunno what we doing there also.
stand in one corner talk abt nonsensical stuff la
serious lor. wth. hahaha
all started with the HHH and danceworks skinny "sexy" guy
tt eileen LOOVVVVEEEEEEEESSSSSS!
hahahahaha. walao ey
her reaction when she saw him super big.
hahaha aft tt talk nonsense de lor. hahahaha
then me, eileen, sharon, cass and dale left together.
tiring.
11:18:00 pm
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ive been thinking of things that i shouldn't be
1:23:00 pm
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12:33:00 am
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thanks twinny and charlene for coming down!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!
DANCEWORKS IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks charlene and leonard for coming down to support me!
I AM SO SO SO SUPER DUPER TRUPER PROUD AND HAPPY FOR OUR GROUP
WON TWO AWARDS 3RD for best commercial and
SURPRISE SURPRISE!
MOST ENERGETIC!!!!!!
no doubt, we didnt get into finals but!
ALL OF US DID OUR BEST AND WE MADE OURSELVES AND FB PROUD!!!!!!
LOVE YA ALL 10!!!!!!!!!!
REGINA, FONG, EILEEN, SHARON, WEI KEAT, LESNER, WAI, CASSANDRA, EUNICE AND MIKAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CONGRATS TO COLLISION FORCE[C-FORCE] FOR TOP 3 BEST CHOREO, 2ND BEST COMMERCIAL AND......... GETTING INTO THE FINALS
CONGRATS TO INFLUENZA FOR BEST COMMERCIAL
WOAH! FB WON SO MANY AWARDS!!!!! WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
night before danceworks, eileen n regina slept over
soooooooo entertaining
get to see each other's naked faces. lol
aft watching guess3, each of us rolled to the right
and straight away, KNOCKED OUT! WALAO
damn fast ah
until SOMEONE named sharon *hehehehhe* msg me
then the "ai mei...." rang. walao at 5am!!
mom n dad drove us to taka
after comp took alot alot alot of pictures. hehehehehhehehehe
went to hougang mall, fongs's aunts place to chill til 11+
karaoke even though it was ALL chi songs.
i know some la like ai mei, zhi xiang ai ni, ideal lover, i got sing.
lol.
then aft tt dozed off awhile coz super duper tired.
then when i woke up, there were like so many ppl there.lol
ah wai and tricia had the best voices amongst us.
PHHEWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEET!!!!!!!
hahahahhahaha
tricia can join the proj superstar le. lol.
on fri, went to celebrate Ila's bday, ate at swensens beside paragon.
dunno what hotel one.
hahahaha
ambience was great, company was great.
lol
went to cathay cine to eat fondue aft tt
damn funny, all of us no cash and they don accept nets
so we go to heeren to draw money
then came back to eat fondue
lol
FUN FUN FUN AND MESSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahhaahhaha
aft tt went to chill outside taka awhile and cabbed back with leo.
we are such messy eaters. lol
TODAY
went to sentosa with fadila bestie!!!
hehehe so long never see my dear girl
she's been sick, just like me.
supposed to meet her at 8 but i woke up at 815. WTF
sorry gal!!! =S
slept for like only 2 hours what you expect?
anyways ok then went to siloso beach
super duper deserted except for the 2 of us and 3 other gals only
plus the lifeguard.
water was super cold. weather was super fine
we went to swim a little
den i buey tahan went to nap awhile while she continued alone to swim abit and dry off.
hehehehehe aft bathe we went VIVO CITY at abt 1230 to eat eat eat
hungry hungry you know
walk walk abit but aft tt smtg bad happened.
haiz... lecs babe.
me and your baby are here for you okie???
tried cheering her up by buying for her the DAIM chocolate.
lol
then went back home. =)
7:49:00 pm
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met regina for lunch first then went together
so many ppl sick
me, lesner, sharon. haiz..
then so coincidental sharon n me HHH and now also sick
lol
after awhile, went off for hospital check up coz of yesterday's unbearable pain.
didnt see my personal doctor but another one coz today not suppose to be my appointment
haiz.
something that happened two years ago, is leaving an impression
why isit that those who have siblings sometimes don want their siblings
yet those who dont have like me, want to have siblings
promised myself that i'll give my future child siblings and my mother more grandchildren
;D
I HAVE TO, MUST KEEP TO THAT PROMISE!
but im scared i wont be able to keep that promise to myself either
i seem to keep breaking even my own promises
tmr dance again at 2. full out, full dress, everything
LAST LAST LAST REAL FULL PRACT
fri and sat just running through
and finally, sunday the competition!
IM SCARED.
haiz... i hope jwreck does well
if not finals, at least to the best we can.
JIA YOU!
saw you again today
wish you were the one to comfort me
but, dreams are for sleeping
9:47:00 pm
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im sick again
wtf
flu flu flu go away!!!
making my body lethargic and weak.
just now had dance pract
then sudd my stomach damn damn damn pain i cannot tahan
then i walk away while they dancing
shit man!!!!
then cannot tahan til i cried. =(
paiseh. but cannot tahan
we finished the tags for commercial
left banner
which we dunno when can go and do
tmr should be do ba
5 more days to danceworks
pls god
dont make me sick
heal me!
tmr still got pract
then when mommy fetch me just now she lecture me abt my stomach again =S
then tmr she wanna go bring me see doctor
walao.
=S
i didn't realize my b'day draws near
im turning 18 soon
yay! can club!
lmao.
whatever la.
i saw you again today. =)
but i dont think i exist in your eyes.
it's ok. for now, im contented.
my life, is too hectic.
im tired.
im sick.
haiz... will go chat with regina and charlene now
tata.
10:30:00 pm
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NO. i am sick again
flu. damn it. all started yest.
why is it everytime near dance comp i get sick one?????
=S
my stomach's hurting again coz i keep skipping breakfast
too lazy and tired to wake up earlier to eat.
haiz...
stupid.
yest went to fong's house at punggol to swe our costume
lol
so hectic.
threads of green everywhere, needles everywhere.
got video of it but i dunno how to upload it to the comp yet.
lol.
we were super duper late for pract
sorry mikail, lesner and wei keat for making you wait
once again, misunderstanding in our grp.
haiz.. sorry j-wreck
dont want to see us like that la. want us all to be happy and close everytime
JIA YOU! REGINA, FONG, EILEEN, WEI KEAT, SHARON, CASS, EUNICE, LESNER, WAI, MIKAIL!
5 MORE DAYS TO DANCEWORKS. IM SCARED
Pls come and support me
but on the other hand, i dont want to disappoint anyone
syncro-ed because im a man at aerobics room yest.
not bad ba i feel
just hope me and everyone else including remembers all the minor and major details.
today have dance pract again. so shall blog maybe tonight or today.
11:00:00 am
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walao.
so weird and seem so real.
hahaha
woke up and was like, did it really happen?
hahahahaha
k its raining cats and dogs now
and i dont think meeting charlene for ice skating le
hahahaha
so nice weather to sleep. =D
4:13:00 pm
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my stomach hurts like super super hell today
dont know why
danced at SMU again today
syncro because im a man.
i think beter ba.
but everyone must remember minor details, musicality, sharpness, EXPRESSION, steps.
everything basically
7 more days le
half way through dance my stomach cannot take it already
so i sat down awhile
then continued dancing
everyone was tired, irritated, everything
as the competition draws near
took video of our first dance
second time only used my dvd camcorder
lol
thanks to my friends for showing concern
maybe its just me
but i feel that im not in the wrong
why must you treat me until like this?
why, without knowing the full details, you'rea already judging
why must people say one thing but do another
why must you pretend?
WHY WHY WHY
so many questions runing through my head.
so many emotions, feelings, thoughts running through my head
i wish i was with eileen, regina, sabby at hougang
enjoying myself
forgetting my problems
I FEEL LIKE SHIT
but after telling charlene my probs,
i feel better
thanks gal. =)
aft dance went to starbucks at PS to chill
played some weird acting with ah wai dubbing in hokkien, weird lang, mandarin, etc
lmao
damn dmn funny
first time aft so long laugh until stomach pain
hahaha
i feel humiliated
i am confused
i dont know what to do now
i hate this kind of feeling
im torn between choices
between those i care abt
i was tired wanted to sleep
but all i can think of now is this
i want someone to lean on
can my knight come and save me soon?
i want someone's hug to reassure me that everything's going to be alright
can you be there for me pls?
can you make me smile again?
and cheer up!!!
12:24:00 am
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comercial costume. act cute. coz must act child child de. lol!
im shagged.
lol.
but im still blogging. how wonderful is that?
8 more days to danceworks
finally i feel motivated for danceworks
just now last showcase for danceworks
so we had pract from 12 to do props, commercial and formations for dance
abit pek-cek during formations practise
but aiya forget it la.
so close to dance works
EVERYONE feels tired, stressed and wanna do their best.
i think this was the best showcase j-wreck has ever done.
=D so proud of us!
waiting for regina send me picts b4 i can upload.
but here are afew
lol
i love our costumes
after dance, went for dinner again at S11.
ate bee hoon goreng with eileen. share.
hahaha so many of us then everyone keep looking when we were walking there and eating
so paiseh.
hmmm there were like 5 tables of us.
lemme see...
me, regina, eileen, sabby, lesner, wei keat and evelyn, min hui, fong, farhan, ryu, leong, nick sim, JX, simin, jo, eunice, leong, ah wai. lol
wah did i miss anyone out??
lol.
12:55:00 am
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